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Dear Blog-I'm sorry I've been so distant. Life got hectic again and I stopped looking for things with which to fill my time. Now I look for time to do things, with little to no avail.
I am now employed, in a relationship, and in college. Only one of these things is really satisfying (Hint: it's the one thing in that list that does not involve the transaction of money). Which is a sad state of affairs really.
It all comes down to $100 unpaid dollars from six months ago. But that is a long story from another time. I understand that this is the right decision for some people, but for me, it was not a choice. That is why, thus far, I loathe college. I hate how unmotivated my peers are. I detest the condescending tone in my teachers voices. I quit participating in class about half way through when I realize that a. I am the only one answering the teacher's questions and b. a good part of my comments are corrections on "facts" that the teacher stated incorrectly. Due to this I have become both sleepy and irritable. I spend each day at school and work, then off to home where I do my school work, rinse and repeat.
But fret not dear blog, I am not the sort who bases my happiness on these sorts of things. Life has been going well for me. Thanks to this institution of somewhat-higher learning, I have a library full of books at my disposal (with no late fees : ] ). This week I will be seeing my favorite band in concert for the third time, (and you know, the third time is the charm). The end of the month marks the end of my childhood, and I will be celebrating in the City of Angels with my best friends and a Mr. Conan O Brian. I have my health, my family, my friends, and that is more than most people can claim.So from here on I will hopefully be posting more, but who knows. I have stopped making plans for the time being, because plans seem to lead to disappointment.
Hope you are all well,

Sam




"I have grown to love secrecy. It seems to be the only thing that can make modern life mysterious or marvelous to us. the commonest thing is delightful only if one hides it." Oscar Wilde